I don’t know how long it’s been.
I honestly don’t know what Im doing back on this blog. I really don’t even like it. I guess it’s because my tumblr is not working, and i just feeeling like letting things out via internet blog. This isn’t even me, I feel so different these days. So different that when im acting my old self my parents think im doing drugs. That upsets me.
I woke up today, and it has been maybe longer then 6 months since I’ve spent the night at someones house. I have like four friends that I really talk to any more. A part of me enjoys the free time, and solitude. However the other just dies alittle more everytime I think about it. I mean im honestly not a loner, I have lots of people I talk to at school, and I socialize. It’s just ive lost the drive to do anything really outside of that school life. Occansinally I will hang out with my cousin, or Allie. But I USED TO DO SOOO MUCH MORE. I DON’T KNOW WHAT I DID. WHY? when I think that maybe ill hang out with someone i used too, i dont.
i think im happy. i just want to go to college, i feel like this chapter of my life should already be over, and that i should start a fresh new page. But i cant yet so tough luck. im just waiiting and waiiting, waithing.asd
Finding Myself.
I feel as if I am at a point in life, when everything I do involves some sort of self discovery. I’ve become a vegetarian in the last seven months, I’ve realized who I want, and don’t want in my life, I have become one with my morals, I want my life to go in the direction of work that involves me helping others, and I’ve even realized some new beliefs, and ideas. I know what I like, and I really like that.
I love my cat.
This is my beautiful cat Claude. I’ve had him since last September and he’s become so important to me. He’s my baby, I take care of him. I knew it was love at first sight when i met him at the shelter I volunteer at. He was already eight months old, but something about him screamed, this is your cat. Now I dont know what I would do without him.
I love loving things, If you read this, let me know some of the things you love. (:
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I love summer.
I havent been on my blog in a minute, partly due to my summer being jamm packed full of events. Im always out running about Erie and this and that. Going for long walks downtown, to trying out new stores. Summer has been anything but dull so far. I might even be getting my first job soon. Today I went to this place called the “pipe” its an interesting place where kids come to smoke and stuff. I dont smoke, but I thought this place was absolutly beautiful. It is next to a creek so theres a pretty clearing where the pipe sticks out.You can sit on the pipe, but it makes you feeel like your going to fall. I saw a bee hive and I think even a tick, which freaks me out a bit. My friends and I took some pictures, and sat around talking and drinking a slushie. Im pretty sure Ill go back there again. It was very enjoyable
“the pipe”
my friend Lexs in front of “the pipe”
Mosquito bites on your forehead.
“HAVE YOU SEEEEEEN THE HAVE YOU SEEEEEEN THE FOURTH KIND?”
“MOSQUITO BUSH!”
“I JUST HELD YOU WHILE YOU WERE HANGING OUT THE WINDOW, TOO GET THE LIGHTER.”
“WHY IS THE BED ON THE FLOOOR?”
“ARE YOU SUPOSSED TO PUT WATER IN CHICKEN NOODLE SOOUP?”
I had an extremely fun day today, I am ecstatic. I haven’t laughed sooo much in awhile. (:
Fuck That.
So I honestly feel like not giving a fuck. Have you ever just wanted to distance yourself from a friend? Because thats exactly how I feel right now. I’ve never had so much of someone, and gotten sick of them like this. It’s soo aggravating. I just need a break. I really care about you, but I need like a week off. Haaa! I mean all we do anyway is talk about everything you’ve done in the time I haven’t seen you. WEEEEE, thats not fun at all. Have you ever thought maybe I don’t care that much? Because I don’t. I hate repititon. I hate it.
I need new friends.
I am so sick of the people I surrond myself with. Well not everyone, just MOST of them. Where do you find new friends? Honestly does any one else get this aggravated?
Oh Andy, I love this man.
I keep listening to Like A Boss by The Lonely Island. (:
One of these days I’m just going to write a blog and put all the famous men I find attractive in it. haha That’s all I basically do anyway on this thing. haaaa
This just urks me.
I go at of my way to be nice and talk to you, and you don’t give two shits. I want to be your close friend again, and you seem not to care. SOOO maybe I shouldn’t either.
Isn't Daniel Tosh beautiful?
He makes me feel so much better with his hilarious self.
SARAMACERATA 